Tiara Twilight Treat- Part4 by Tiaragold

                As waves ran, rose and fell back, my heart flutter with pure joy and my body shivers, and hot passion cursed through all my vain.
Laying on the white sand with my hair sprawling all over, I observed the man standing very close to the Ocean bank, blocking the sun with his height. My heart echoed and it shook with pure worship and wanting. As he changes stance majestically, I couldn’t but rise and bent on my hunch, taking in all I could. This moment was simply 'it' for me.
                  I stood up, adjusted my mini beach gown, packed my hair up, and walked towards the man who I love more than life itself. Every Step I take seems to drive him farther away until I could see nothing but the scorching sun. I forced my eyes close, and drove myself to reality. Then I opened my eyes to the agony of reality, sorrow of lost love and friendship.
               I really messed up… falling for an handsome CEO of a multi-million company was a mistake.
Our relationship was solid,
not quite adventurous but cool. We spent every vacation together and every night was so precious to me, because I was never alone.
Hot passion, sweet and sweaty romance characterized our love making. I loved him and thinks he does too. After sex, we would talk about work and our other daily activities. He never asked about my family, that was a sore point, and I respect him for that.
 Five years of  hot romance with this man, my man, we practically became a dysfunctional husband and wife; Shared a fancy apartment. it was very exotic, from its mahogany furniture to the very well cherished china.
     I am a  rock- crazed lady, who loves art. I think life is too precious to waste away. Apart from life and my art I truly and sincerely love whoever my heart flutters for. And that was Zyn.
We had a date one night. It was a candlelight filled dinner, I dressed in my best wears and accessories, showcasing all my curves and cleavages, just to poke and drive him mad. we sat side by side in that fancy restaurant, and I felt at home and thought ''this night with a lot of stars could be the night''.
                                                          the night ruined me…
       I made the biggest mistake of my life. Oh! It simple, I proposed and he gave me a blatant No!
Before a blink of an eye, my whole life, dreams and aspiration crumbled before me…
With no explanation or excuse, he stormed out of the restaurant. How could I love him still? I’ve always been the “roommate” to him, a friend, yes, but no more, no less. How could I have been blind’- blinded by gifts, kisses and of course love!
Shaking myself profusely to stop my aching heart…. I stood up, watched the orange sun set.
It was all lies, I had known it wouldn’t last. Zyn was gone, just like Pa and Ma. Nobody could ever love me… no they couldn’t stay
Closing my eyes once again, all pictures in my head went dead; that atleast I could do that before I hit the ground….

 

PHOTO CREDIT: GettyImage/Jim Jurica